Saturday, Sixteenth Week in Ordinary Time, 2021

First collect the darnel and tie it in bundles to be burnt.
Then gather the wheat into my barn.
We forget all that we have learnt.
Our memories a long lost yarn.

Last night I felt like I did as a boy.
I seemed to separate myself from my body.
I was rushing down a slide, unable anything to embody.
In a bottomless hole there was neither fear nor joy.

Is this a foretaste of with death our union.
Do we see our body slowly dissolve.
Is the link between mind and body an illusion.
It’s a riddle that since boyhood I have been unable to solve.

This feeling only comes in a half awakened state.
Only then can we start to wipe clean the day’s slate.

Haiku

When just half awake
You separate your body
Is this his a first death

[Note: First two lines are from Matthew 13:24-30]