Let the wasteland rejoice and bloom.
Sometimes our prayers seem to have no result.
And yet again and again we resume.
And let them all bloom
A voice cries in the wilderness.
Prepare a way for the Lord, make his paths straight.
A God of compassion and tenderness.
And for him to come again , we wait.
They were baptised by him in the river.
Baptised with water, he will baptise with the Holy Spirit.
I once too stood by this river .
Once a place of hope and merit.
I wondered if I too could bathe, a spiritual immersion.
The Jordan here is so enticing, like a stream back home, narrow.
But now it is only a place of division.
A place of staggering heat and sorrow.
But still you feel his holy presence.
An indefinable echo of the past and his essence.
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A faint past echo
Of a holy baptism
And we still hear it
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See Mark 1 : 1-8
When he hears he will answer.
He who is your teacher will hide no longer.
Yet how often do we pray yet receive no answer.
Still our praises we render.
When the lord had given you the bread of suffering.
He who is your teacher will hide no more.
Suffering though is often merely thinking.
Into his tender arms we just need our worries to pour.
You will see your teacher with your own eyes.
Whether you turn to right or left
We need to free ourselves from the mind’s ties.
Or we will be left bereft.
Then moonlight.
Will be as bright as sunlight.
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Suffering, thinking
Put yourself into his arms
And then just accept
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See Isaiah 30
If an angel came to our house.
And gave us a choice.
Would we be as weak as a mouse.
Or find our true voice.
Would we say , I am the handmaid of the Lord.
And , however difficult, take up our sword.
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If an angel came
What would we say to him, her
Would it be a yes
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See Luke 1: 26-38
For all our times.
He will destroy death for ever.
The Lord will wipe away tears from every cheek.
We need never say never.
There is always time to seek.
He will take away.
His peoples shame.
On his shoulders our troubles we can lay.
Truth is the imperative, not fame.
For the hand of the Lord, we can be certain.
Rests upon this mountain.
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The hand of the Lord
Rests on this holy mountain
Of this we are sure
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See Isaiah 25 : 6-10
He does not judge by appearances.
He gives no verdict on hearsay.
Or rely on miracles.
For this and every day.
He judges the wretched with integrity.
For he is true and mighty.
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Wisdom and insight
Spirit of power counsel
New pervading light
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See Isaiah 11: 1-10
Sir, I am not worthy to have you under my roof.
Just give the word and my servant will be cured.
From our destiny we cannot stand aloof.
And then ultimately we will receive our reward.
St John Damascene.
Lived under the Umayyad caliphate.
He worked to save icons on the screen.
He accepted hate from the iconoclasts as his fate.
Will we walk humbly like the centurion.
Or act bravely like St John.
Or will we just carry on.
Until what we hold onto is gone.
The centurion’s servant was paralysed.
But by his master’s faith, he was cured.
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I am not worthy
To have you under my roof
Said at every mass
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See Matthew 8: 5-11
But if he comes unexpectedly.
He must not find you asleep.
So there is no need to cower dejectedly.
For he will envelope you in an eternal blissful sleep.
We are the present doorkeeper.
Not merely an unconscious sleeper.
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If you stay awake
You may well meet the master
For he awaits you
See Mark 13 : 33 – 37
Heaven and earth will pass away.
But my words will never pass away.
A time will come with night and no more day.
And about this, our fears we cannot allay.
I think prayers can do good.
But perhaps mainly for the dead.
For they inhabit a spiritual sainthood.
Their physical beings are shed.
Their earth has passed away.
But the word remains.
They are just a transcendent ray.
They have forever broken our chains.
But we should pray for them.
So they become a heavenly gem.
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Let’s pray for the dead
There is no consequence here
Only the spirit
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See Luke 21: 29 – 33
When the net is cast
Do we become men fishers
Or just stay ashore
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See Matthew 4 : 18-22
Mene, Mene, Tekel and Parsin.
God has measured your sovereignty and put an end to it.
You have been weighed in the balance and found wantin.
Your kingdom has been divided , it is writ.
One day our own writing will be on the wall.
God has measured our life and will put an end to it.
We will have been weighed in the balance and will face the call.
When it comes to death our life will not be divided from it.
But there is no prophet Daniel.
To tell us all this.
We have to guess , there is no manuel.
But we will know when something is amiss.
We stare at the wall .
But it is blank, so we think we can walk tall.
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We stare at the wall
Of course we see no writing
But be sure it’s there
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See Daniel 5
All these things you are staring at now.
The time will come when not a single stone will be left on another.
We follow through life after our own plough.
But we feel we are only here to suffer.
A friend has had a stroke.
One minute we’re planning for the future.
We thought we were as strong as the proverbial oak.
And then our whole life is about some suture.
Daniel said to Nebuckadnezzar you had a vision.
O King, you saw a statue.
We wait for the final collision.
But there is always hope that there will be something anew.
The Kings statue had feet of earthenware.
So let us too beware.
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The great King’s statue
Made of gold, still fell apart
And so too will we
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See Daniel 2: 31-45
She from the little she had.
Has put in all she had to live.
If we give all we have we never will be sad.
Of course , we never do, we just carry on.
I dreamt last night that I met my father.
Dead nearly 30 years but every feature clear .
I introduced him to a by passer .
Then he was gone but he told me to appreciate every day, my dear .
In my dream I asked the Virgin Mary to help my wife.
To transfer her leg pain to me .
Next morning I went for a run, fell over, my leg in pain, that’s life.
Be careful what you ask for , you see.
We may not have much to give.
But it’s in giving that we receive.
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I met my father
How clear are the dead in dreams
As if never gone
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See Luke 21: 1-4
Christus vincit.
Christus regnat, Christus imperat.
Christ conquers, and does acquit.
Christ rules, Christ reigns, stops us falling flat.
But how do we enter his kingdom.
He tells us plain.
It doesn’t take much wisdom.
But it is a narrow lane.
Insofar as you neglected to do to the least of these.
You neglected to do to me.
We fall short, we search for selfless keys.
We are taught again and again but we cannot see.
For truth we have to thirst.
We have to put others first.
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If the Christ does reign
If he conquers and does rule
Where does that leave us
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See Matthew 25: 31-46
Antiochus fell into a lethargy from acute disappointment.
Because things had not turned out for him as he had planned.
And yes we too sometimes are full of resentment.
Jealousy , anger , misery fanned.
I dreamt last night that I had missed a train.
Oh how I worried and raged.
But it was only a dream and it will come again , this or some other train.
But the merest setback runs us ragged.
The King remained for many days subject to melancholy.
Until he understood that he was dying.
Of course he had destroyed much that was holy.
But in his pride he had thought he was winning.
Why can’t we just see everything in perspective.
And remain happy, confident and active.
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All in perspective
That is all that we can do
To remain happy
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See 1 Maccabees 6 : 1-13
But winter will turn to spring.
And silent now , one day we will sing.
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Truth is fitful light
On a winter evening.
But soon dawn will come
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See Luke 19: 45-48
But I fear unlike them, we will waiver.
For want of asking God’s favour.
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So will we waiver
Or will we hold firm at end
We just do not know
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See 2 Maccabees 7 . This reading , which I’ve posted today was actually taken from the mass readings for Wednesday in Week 33
As Jesus drew near Jerusalem.
He shed tears over it.
Here was no strong aluminium.
It would be felled as in a pit.
I awoke in the night feeling really ill.
The flu had got to me .
Getting out of this pit is a question of will
Remember truth, hear and see.
Suffering is universal.
Because we feel we are a separate entity.
This sense of the anxious self is fatal.
And it all leads to futility.
Jerusalem did rise.
And we shall all of arise.
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Dear Jerusalem
You’re the eternal city
You are always there
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See Luke 19 : 41-44
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Zacchaeus was short
So he climbed the sycamore.
We need to do so
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See Luke 19: 1-10
But because of his faith he came to see.
Jesus said receive your sight.
Do we look towards the light.
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Jesus is passing by
Do we call out to him
Or just stay silent
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See Luke 18: 35-43
To me the greatest selfless prophet.
And thus I think of my own wife.
The most beautiful diamond
The whole of my life.
And I’m no more an island.
Charm is deceitful.
Beauty is empty, but life is full.
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Find a perfect wife
It’s beyond the price of pearls
Holy diamond
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See Proverbs 31
Down from the heavens, leapt your all powerful word.
Into the heart of the doomed land the stern warrior leapt.
Thus was our fear stirred.
And we wept.
Carrying your command like a sharp sword.
He stood and filled the universe with death.
But still we hoped for our reward.
And new everlasting breath.
He touched the sky.
Yet trod the earth.
Dispelling any lie.
And giving creation new birth.
The Red Sea became an unimpeded way.
And for us too a God given partnership, a new way.
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Down from the heavens
Leapt your all powerful word
And it gave us hope
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See Wisdom 18
People were eating , marrying .
Right up to the day that Noah went into the ark.
Future worrying and planning.
Hoping to make their mark.
And the flood came .
And destroyed them all .
And we will be the same.
We will meet the final unclimbable wall.
We were in the All Souls chapel.
In this month of November.
Praying for the dead in their purgatorial grapple.
And trying to remember.
And then I looked at the West wall.
And thought I. heard my mother’s call.
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This month remember
In this month of November
It’s all we can do
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See Luke 17: 26-37