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Monday of the 2 nd week of Advent

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Let the wilderness and dry lands exult.
Let the wasteland rejoice and bloom.
Sometimes our prayers seem to have no result.
And yet again and again we resume.
Let it bring forth flowers like the jonkquil.
Let it rejoice and sing for joy.
And let us too be tranquil.
A spiritual alloy.
Strengthen all weary hands.
Steady all trembling knees
Across all far near and far lands.
And unto the furthest depths of all seas.
God is coming.
He is coming.
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Let dry lands exult
And let all wastelands rejoice
And let them all bloom
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See Isaiah 35 : 1-10

2 nd Sunday of Advent

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A voice cries in the wilderness.
Prepare a way for the Lord, make his paths straight.
A God of compassion and tenderness.
And for him to come again , we wait.

They were baptised by him in the river.
Baptised with water, he will baptise with the Holy Spirit.
I once too stood by this river .
Once a place of hope and merit.

I wondered if I too could bathe, a spiritual  immersion.
The Jordan here is so enticing, like a stream back home,  narrow.
But now it is only a place of division.
A place of staggering heat  and sorrow.

But still you feel his holy presence.
An indefinable echo of the past and his essence.

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A faint past echo
Of a holy baptism
And we still hear it

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See Mark 1 : 1-8

Saturday of the 1st week of Advent

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When he hears he will answer.
He who is your teacher will hide no longer.
Yet how often do we pray yet receive no answer.
Still our praises we render.

When the lord had given you the bread of suffering.
He who is your teacher will hide no more.
Suffering though is often merely thinking.
Into his tender arms we just need our worries to pour.

You will see your teacher with your own eyes.
Whether you turn to right or left
We need to free ourselves from the mind’s ties.
Or we will be left bereft.

Then moonlight.
Will be as bright as sunlight.

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Suffering, thinking
Put yourself into his arms
And then just accept

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See Isaiah 30

Friday of the 1st week of Advent

I am the handmaid of the Lord , said Mary.
Let what you have said be done to me.
To our fate are we wary.
From fate do we flee .As bees fly to nectar .
And as they spread pollen.
Do we seek our sublime protector.
Or do we remain amongst the  fallen.

If an angel came to our house.
And gave us a choice.
Would we be as weak as a mouse.
Or find our true voice.

Would we say , I am the handmaid of the Lord.
And , however difficult, take up our sword.

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If an angel came
What would we say to him, her
Would it be a yes

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See Luke 1: 26-38

Thursday of the 1st week of Advent

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Before the world was made he chose us in Christ.
To be Holy and spotless, to live in his presence.
We are loved, we pray,not  priced.
But we must have  long suffering patience.
We worry about what happens when we die, even without stain.
But the body is just meat, nothing .
We are only an electrical current in the brain.
At death does it die or start roaming.
Is that our own unique soul.
Or a dependent of a heart beat.
Is there an eternal reward for our toil.
Will we really arrive at the judgment seat.
Do you know.
I hope, I pray but I do not know.
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So are we chosen
Before our own beginning
Or are we rootless
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See Ephesians 1

Wednesday of the Ist week of Advent

On this mountain he will prepare a banquet of rich food.
A banquet of fine wines.
A celestial food.

For all our times.

He will destroy death for ever.
The Lord will wipe away tears from every cheek.
We need never say never.
There is always time to seek.

He will take away.
His peoples shame.
On his shoulders our troubles we can lay.
Truth is the imperative, not fame.

For the hand of the Lord, we can be certain.
Rests upon  this mountain.

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The hand of the Lord
Rests on this holy mountain
Of this we are sure

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See Isaiah 25 : 6-10

Tuesday of the 1st week of Advent

A spirit of wisdom and insight.
A spirit of counsel and power.
A new all pervading light.
A high celestial tower.A spirit of knowledge.
And of fear of the Lord.
This we must acknowledge.
A peaceful sword.

He does not judge by appearances.
He gives no verdict on hearsay.
Or rely on miracles.
For this and every day.

He judges the wretched with integrity.
For he is true and mighty.

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Wisdom and insight
Spirit of power counsel
New pervading light

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See Isaiah 11: 1-10

Monday of the 1st week of Advent

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Sir, I am not worthy to have you under my roof.
Just give the word and my servant will be cured.
From our destiny we cannot stand aloof.
And then ultimately we will receive our reward.

St John Damascene.
Lived under the Umayyad caliphate.
He worked to save icons on the screen.
He accepted hate from the iconoclasts as his fate.

Will we walk humbly like the centurion.
Or act bravely  like St John.
Or will we just carry on.
Until what we hold onto is gone.

The centurion’s servant was paralysed.
But by his master’s faith, he was cured.

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I am not worthy
To have you under my roof
Said at every mass

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See Matthew 8: 5-11

1st Sunday of Advent

So stay awake.
Because you do not know when the master is coming.
Deep winter envelopes the mind’s swirling lake.
The temperature is falling.The mood lowers.
Troubles , failure , fatigue.
Worries, even tears.
Stuck in the bottom league.

But if he comes unexpectedly.
He must not find you asleep.
So there is no need to cower dejectedly.
For he will envelope you in an eternal blissful sleep.

We are  the present  doorkeeper.
Not merely an  unconscious sleeper.

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If you stay awake
You may well meet the master
For he awaits you

See Mark 13 : 33 – 37

Saturday of Week 34 in Ordinary Time

I , Daniel was deeply disturbed.
And the visions that passed through my head alarmed me.
O , how we become greatly perturbed.
We seem tossed, all at sea.
Let the thoughts float by.
Noting not judging them.
Passing ships, they’ll leave by and by.
Mere thoughts , not real and with no outcome.
His sovereignty is an eternal sovereignty.
And every empire will obey and serve him.
Seek , ask, constantly.
This eternal  light will never dim.
Yet despite all this we toss and turn.
And let those pesky thoughts churn.
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His sovereignty
Eternal sovereignty
If we accept it
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See Daniel 7 : 15-27

Friday of Week 34 in Ordinary Time

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Heaven and earth will pass away.
But my words will never pass away.
A time will come with night and no more day.
And about this,  our fears we cannot allay.

I think prayers can do good.
But perhaps mainly for the dead.
For they inhabit a spiritual  sainthood.
Their physical beings are shed.

Their earth has passed away.
But the word remains.
They are just a transcendent ray.
They have forever broken our chains.

But we should pray for them.
So they become a heavenly gem.

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Let’s pray for the dead
There is no consequence here
Only the spirit

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See Luke 21: 29 – 33

Thursday of Week 34 in Ordinary Time

They were making a cast in the lake with their net.
For they were fishermen.
And now we are in their debt.
But we do not know how or when.
Follow me.
And I will make you fishers of men.
Thus we too are set free.
It is now,  we should not have to ask when.And they left their nets at once.
And followed him.
We like them can became a flaming sconce.
Our light need never dim.…….

When the net is cast
Do we become men fishers
Or just stay ashore

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See Matthew 4 : 18-22

Wednesday of Week 34 in Ordinary Time

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Mene,  Mene, Tekel and Parsin.
God has measured your sovereignty and put an end to it.
You have been weighed in the balance and found wantin.
Your kingdom has been divided , it is writ.

One day our own writing will be on the wall.
God has measured our life and will put an end to it.
We will have been weighed in the balance and will face the call.
When it comes to death our life will not be divided from it.

But there is no prophet Daniel.
To tell us all this.
We have to guess , there is no manuel.
But we will know when something is amiss.

We stare at the wall .
But it is blank, so we think we can walk tall.

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We stare at the wall
Of course we see no writing
But be sure it’s there

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See Daniel 5

Tuesday of Week 34 in Ordinary Time

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All these things you are staring at now.
The time will come when not a single stone will be left on another.
We follow through life after our own plough.
But we feel we are only here to suffer.

A friend has had a stroke.
One minute we’re planning for the future.
We thought we were as strong as the proverbial oak.
And then our whole life is about some suture.

Daniel said to Nebuckadnezzar you had a vision.
O King, you saw a statue.
We wait for the final collision.
But there is always hope that there will be something anew.

The Kings statue had feet of earthenware.
So let us too beware.

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The great King’s statue
Made of gold, still fell apart
And so too will we

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See Daniel 2: 31-45

Monday of Week 34 in Ordinary Time

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She from the little she had.
Has put in all she had to live.
If we give all we have we never will be sad.
Of course , we never do, we just carry on.

I dreamt last night that I met my father.
Dead nearly 30 years but every feature clear .
I introduced him to a by passer .
Then he was gone but he told me to appreciate every day, my dear .

In my dream I asked the Virgin Mary to help my wife.
To transfer her leg pain to me .
Next morning I went for a run, fell over, my leg in pain,  that’s life.
Be careful what you ask for , you see.

We may not have much to give.
But it’s in giving that we receive.

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I met my father
How clear are the dead in dreams
As if never gone

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See Luke 21: 1-4

Christ the King

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Christus vincit.
Christus regnat, Christus imperat.
Christ conquers, and does acquit.
Christ rules, Christ reigns, stops us falling flat.

But how do we enter his kingdom.
He tells us plain.
It doesn’t take much wisdom.
But it is a narrow lane.

Insofar as you neglected to do to the least of these.
You neglected to do to me.
We fall short, we search for selfless keys.
We are taught again and again but we cannot see.

For truth we have to thirst.
We have to put others first.

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If the Christ does reign
If he conquers and does rule
Where does that leave us

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See Matthew 25: 31-46

Saturday of Week 33 in Ordinary Time

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Antiochus fell into a lethargy from acute disappointment.
Because things had not turned out for him as he had planned.
And yes we too sometimes are full of resentment.
Jealousy , anger , misery fanned.

I dreamt last night that I had missed a train.
Oh how I worried and raged.
But it was only a dream and it will come again , this or some other train.
But the merest setback runs us ragged.

The King remained for many days subject to melancholy.
Until he understood that he was dying.
Of course he had destroyed much that was holy.
But in his pride he had thought he was winning.

Why can’t we just see everything in perspective.
And remain happy, confident and active.

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All in perspective
That is all that we can do
To remain happy

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See 1 Maccabees 6 : 1-13

Friday of Week 33 in Ordinary Time

According to scripture.
My house will be a house of prayer.
We may search ancient lore.
Peeling away truth layer by layer.
But truth is mere fitful light.
Fading in November twilight.
Receding from our weak sight.
As day turns into night.But we can light a match.
Which is scripture.
It casts some glow on our sight’s impenetrable thatch.
In the wall of doubt , a crack, a fracture.

But winter will turn to spring.
And silent now , one day we will sing.

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Truth is fitful light
On a winter evening.
But soon dawn will come

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See Luke 19: 45-48

Thursday of Week 33 in Ordinary Time

God made them out of what did not exist.
And mankind comes into existence in the same way.
We are all on God’s list
But where we are on it , who can say.
Sometimes  suffocating depression comes our way.
We seem surrounded by darkness.
We wonder how long it is worth prolonging our stay.
Whether or not we can bear this heavyness.He said, I will not comply with the kings ordinance.
I obey the ordinance of the law given our ancestors.
We too ask a higher providence.
And  soothing spiritual laws.

But I fear unlike them, we will waiver.
For want of asking God’s  favour.

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So will we waiver
Or will we hold firm at end
We just do not know

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See 2 Maccabees 7 . This reading , which I’ve posted today was actually taken from the mass readings for Wednesday in Week 33

Wednesday of Week 33 in Ordinary Time

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As Jesus drew near Jerusalem.
He shed tears over it.
Here was no strong aluminium.
It would be felled as in a pit.

I awoke in the night feeling really ill.
The flu had got to me .
Getting out of this pit is a question of will
Remember truth, hear and see.

Suffering is universal.

Because we feel we are a separate entity.

This sense of the anxious self is fatal.

And it all leads to futility.

 

Jerusalem did rise.

And we shall all of arise.

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Dear Jerusalem
You’re the eternal city
You are always there

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See Luke 19 : 41-44

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Tuesday of Week 33 in Ordinary Time

Zacchaeus was too short.
And could not see Jesus for the crowd.
We cannot see what we want to , we need support.
Even though we call out loud.
I dreamt that my love for my wife.
Was like a physical thing before my sight.
I knew already that she was my life.
But this was like a luminous light.
He told Zacchaeus to come down.
Because he must stay in his house tonight.
For us too there is a crown.
An ever burning light.We need to climb the spiritual sycamore tree.
In order to see .

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Zacchaeus was short
So he climbed the sycamore.
We need to do so

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See Luke 19: 1-10

Monday of Week 33 in Ordinary Time

He asked what it was all about.
And they told him that Jesus the Nazarene was passing by.
He could not see but he could still call out.
But do we call out when he passes by.
The people in front scolded him.
And told him to keep quiet.
Do we persist or succumb to every whim.
Do our principles travel light.But he shouted all the louder.
Son of David have pity of me.
When thwarted do we shout out or are we a doubter.

But because of his faith he came to see.

Jesus said receive your sight.
Do we look towards the light.

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Jesus is passing by
Do we call out to him
Or just stay silent

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See Luke 18: 35-43

33 rd Sunday in Ordinary Time

A perfect wife, you can find her.
She is far beyond the price of pearls.
A life to share.
The flower of all the girls.Her husband’s heart has confidence in her.
From her he will derive no little profit.
More valuable than myrrh.

To me the greatest selfless prophet.

And thus I think of my own wife.
The most beautiful diamond
The whole of my life.
And I’m no more an island.

Charm is deceitful.
Beauty is empty, but life is full.

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Find a perfect wife
It’s beyond the price of pearls
Holy diamond

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See Proverbs 31

Saturday of Week 32 in Ordinary Time

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Down from the heavens, leapt your all powerful word.
Into the heart of the doomed land the stern warrior leapt.
Thus was our fear stirred.
And we wept.

Carrying your command like a sharp sword.
He stood and filled the universe with death.
But still  we hoped for our reward.
And new everlasting breath.

He touched the sky.
Yet trod the earth.
Dispelling any lie.
And giving creation new birth.

The Red Sea became an unimpeded way.
And for us too a God given partnership, a new way.

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Down from the heavens
Leapt your all powerful word
And it gave us hope

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See Wisdom 18

Friday of Week 32 in Ordinary Time

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People were eating , marrying .
Right up to the day that Noah went into the ark.
Future worrying and planning.
Hoping to make their mark.

And the flood came .
And destroyed them all .
And we will be the same.
We will meet the final unclimbable wall.

We were in the All Souls chapel.
In this month of  November.
Praying for the dead in their purgatorial grapple.
And trying to remember.

And then I looked at the West wall.
And thought I. heard my mother’s call.

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This month remember
In this month of November
It’s all we can do

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See Luke 17: 26-37