See that you are dressed for action.
And have your lamps lit.
Whatever the reaction.
And however our future path is lit.

Be like men waiting.
For their master to return from the wedding feast.
Right comes in the giving not the taking.
It may be sent not from the greatest but the least .

Happy those servants .
Whom the master finds awake.
We may not be savants.
But we hopefully know how to give and not just take.

We do not know in which watch he will come .
But sometime he certainly will come.

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So when will he come
We do not know at what hour
But yes he will come

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See Luke 12 : 35-38

I will pull down my barns.
And build bigger ones.
He thought his happiness depended on more farms.
For his daughters and his sons.
Fool this very night.

The demand will be made for your soul.
For him everything soon will be out of sight.
And he will disappear down eternity’s hole.

So it is when a man stores up treasure for himself.
In place of making himself rich in the sight of God.
Any moment we can fall off this fragile shelf.
And then it will be nothingness or God.

So worry not about future saving.
But what is now, this minute, life enhancing.

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Save for tomorrow?
It might never come at all
Live then just for now

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See Luke 12 : 13-21

Give back to Caesar what belongs to Caesar.
And to God what belongs to God.
Too much interest in God lies in the freezer.
We are spiritually unshod.

More and more seems to belong to the state.
Less and less to the individual soul.
We search less for the Godly estate.
With  more and more  time in restless toil.

If we must ,give Caesar what he needs.
And leave plenty back for God’s needs.
Here are holy seeds.
And spiritual reeds.

Provide the state’s needs
For there is plenty for God
If we search to find

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See Matthew 22 : 15-21

If anyone declares for me in the presence of men.
The son of man will declare for him in the presence of angels.
We have to speak out again and again.
To be heard by the heavenly archangels.

I was walking in my parents steps in Bletchley Park.
Passing through the huts they worked in .
They were there eighty years ago making their mark.
To the allies’ ultimate win.

They never talked about it.
Sworn as they were to silence.
Here was wartime true grit.
Yet a place of knowledge not violence.

Thus the distant past still had echos.
The sound waves coming in highs and lows.

…….

Can we feel the past
Only in such faint echos
But it is still there.

….   ..

See Luke 12 : 8-12

A man is justified by faith.
And not by doing something that the law tells him to do.
Faith appears often in Paul but all that rhymes with it is wraith.
Indeed with faith again and again we have to renew.

Alas for you lawyers .
Who have taken away the key of knowledge.
Faith indeed comes in layers.
But we have to accept and acknowledge.

But with the Lord there is mercy .
And fullness of redemption.
Surviving all controversy
And all that tension.

But as we await our prize.
It may be a surprise.

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We await our prize
It may be quite a surprise
But we do not know

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See Romans 3: 21-30 and Psalm 129

You clean the outside of cup and plate.
But inside you are filled with extortion and wickedness.
We are happy to berate.
Do we look within our own restful ness.

I was kept awake by a tiny problem unsolved
And by a big issue.
The first just by getting up early, easy to be  resolved.
The second a seemingly permanent fissure.

I tried mindfulness.
And was met only by anger.
I tried witness .
And then I realised other’s are actually in real danger.

Nothing seemed to be working.
So I just ended up sleeping.

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When we cannot sleep
We can turn to mindfulness
Does it always work

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See Romans 1: 16-25

Through him we received grace.
And our mission to preach the obedience of faith.
We may not leave much trace.
We may be only a passing wraith.

I dreamt I was missing a meeting.
But it was all in my mind.
Such worries should be so fleeting.
We should learn to unwind.

The mind is our despot, shutting out light.
Refusing to leave us alone.
We should be a witness and get some respite.
Allowing us peace to rest and atone.

That meeting was merely a chimera.
Caught only in the mind’s camera.

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Our dreams are not true
They’re just a trick of our mind
Coming and going

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See Romans1 : 1-7

Many are called.
But few are chosen.
Can a previous life be recalled.
Are our prospects pre ordained and frozen.

We are composed of many millions of atom parts.
That on death disperse and reform in another human.
Thus we are all composed of countless restarts.
Are we just a passing bus’s crewman.

But we all are completely unique.
An absolute one off in the history of the universe.
What is the answer , we do not know, we just seek.
Our thoughts move forward then go into reverse.

We really do not know the truth.
As old age and death chase all too quickly our youth.

We’re million parts
Forming reforming dying
But we are unique

….  …

See Matthew 22 : 1-14

Cloud and darkness are his raiment.
His throne , justice and right.
Do we always in our hearts have to be a complainant.
Can we not see this true piercing light.

There is no black or white.
Jew or Muslim or Christian.
We are all one race, that is the only right.
There should be no separate individuals in tension.

When will this hatred end.
We all have two ears and eyes and one heart.
Why do we destroy when we could mend.
When will try to make a true start.

We are all individual yet one.
Like the Trinity , three in one.

….   …

Individual
Yet all part of human whole
Surely we’re one race

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See Psalm 96

Day of darkness and gloom.
Day of cloud and blackness.
The end does loom.
Is there time for forgiveness.

This Saxon King.
Did he ever think he would be the last.
With him it is broken , the dynasty’s ring.
And the beginning of a long English fast.

With Edward came the end of his line.
He might be considered a failure.
Yet of all kings the Confessor is a noble sign.
So we ask what really is failure.

So we may think we fail.
But others may yet tell our tale.

…….

Did Edward fail
As the king he surely did
Not as Confessor

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See Joel 1 : 13-15 , 2 : 1-2

Search and you will find.
Knock and the door will be opened.
Sometimes we are anxious , at other times resigned.
A door closes and then is reopened.

I was at mass in the early morning.
It was in French , I was half asleep.
And then I started listening.
And here were words to treasure and keep.

For all my doubting.
I have to keep searching.
And maybe I will end up finding.
If I stop resisting.

No longer pleasure seeking .
But pausing, not away running.

……..

As the Buddha paused
Accepting experience
Not grasping at it

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See Luke 11 : 5-18

I knew you were a God of tenderness and compassion.
Slow to anger, rich in graciousness.
Yet beyond all human comprehension.
A God of tenderness.

I approach Christianity with emotion.
And with joy.
But not really with reason
Although mere reason cannot a belief destroy.

I approach Buddhism with reason
Yet I feel no real joy.
And not really with emotion.
It’s not Christianity’s same alloy.

I pray for a God that is loving.
Rather than endless lives coming and going

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What gives us most joy
Is it Christianity
I know the answer

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See Jonah 4 : 1-11

Martha, you worry and fret.
About so many things.
In reality nothing is set.
Without worries we can take wings.

I try everything during the long night.
Including only being a witness to thinking.
Before the first grey shafts of reluctant light.
But nothing is working.

I worry about  when the alarm will go off.
Is it ten or thirty minutes to  waking.
I seem stuck in a sleepless trough.
And finally dosing,it starts ringing.

Why are we so like Martha.
Why can we not do more laughter.

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Are we like Martha
Or can we be like Mary
Surely it’s our choice

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See Luke 10: 38-42

The kingdom of heaven.
Is like a dragnet cast into the sea.
It is transformative leaven.
Going. Far beyond what we can see.

I am reading Robert Adams writing.
Free the mind from the slavery of thought.
Be the witness not the slave of thinking.
Do not allow yourself to be caught.

All is right.
The only reality is now
Transcendent light.
Think of what is, not how.

God is not somewhere.
He is everywhere.

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Know that all is right
We are not here or there now
We are everywhere

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See Mathew 13 : 47-52

There is no need to worry.
If there is anything you need pray with thanksgiving.
In this world we do not long tarry.
Soon we will be passing.

All suffering or dissatisfaction arises from a mistaken understanding.
That we are a separate and distinct self, the Buddha said.
We are constantly ego craving.
But we are part of a whole and all partly made.

I always felt this with my emotion.
Now I feel I know with reason.
If only we could submerge ourself in humanity’s ocean.
We might break free in every season.

Yesterday I praised the Rosary with reasoning.
Last night , sleepless, I said it with understanding.

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We’re not separate
We are not just this  our self
But part of a whole

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See  Philippians 4 : 6-9
And Radical Acceptance by Tara Brach

The poor when they see it will be glad.
And God seeking hearts will revive.
Why do we have to be so sad.
Are we not, after all , alive.

Often in the dead of night.
Tossing and turning sleeplessly.
Only the Rosary gives any light.
The Hail Mary’s repeated endlessly.

The ancient monks used a knotted rope.
To count the one hundred and fifty psalms each week.
Somehow this calms and gives hope.
We can just accept and not have to seek.

If we pray the Rosary.
It’s not just mere Popery.

…….

Pray the Rosary
And something sublime happens
We do not know how

….  ….

See Psalm 68

Once the hand is laid on the plough.
No one who looks back is fit for the Kingdom.
We always hesitate to make the bow.
As we seek a new wisdom.

Yes , we always hesitate.
We’re not ready for full commitment.
For fear of being late.
Perhaps we don’t really want any full involvement.

When I hear this gospel, I feel guilty.
I listen but I carry on as always.
It’s no change, it’s still me.
I persist in my old ways.

But at least I can do a bit of writing.
If not much fighting.

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Hand on the plough?
Well perhaps not quite just yet
We just hesitate

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See Luke 9: 57-62

Lord do you want fire from heaven to burn them up.
He rebuked them and they went off to another village.
Can we drink his forgiving cup.
Can we walk with him whatever the mileage.

Unforgiving events seemed to crowd around today.
Then I leafed through some scripture readings.
They were all as powerful as the sun’s ray.
All falling on rich earth , fast growing seedlings.

The talk around me was of material things.
But here was the true reality.
Eternal not ephemeral rings.
A new other worldly city.

Like a distant star.
Permanently alight but so far.

…….

Material things
May come or stay or go soon
But scripture remains

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See Luke 9 : 51-56

I will be their God in faithfulness.
And integrity.
Moving forward with kindness
Constantly.

I was listening to a speech on forgiveness.
And redemption.
It is all about leaving behind bitterness.
And relieving tension.

But we so often fall short.
We think in terms of retribution.
We feel guilt as we try to enter our  port.
Instead of seeking absolution.

But we know the right way.
Even if we do not know our way.

…….

We will start with guilt
Then will seek forgiveness
To find redemption

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See Zechariah 8: 1-8