I am going to send a messenger.
To prepare a away before me .
It has taken so long for me to register.
The truth to understand and see.

I was listening at Mass to the Magnificat.
For just a moment it all seemed so true .
It was as if I was bound by fiat.
But of course the feelings went in a minute or two.

But then I woke in the night and asked myself.
How would my life change if I was sure this was all gospel.
Surely all worry could be left on a high shelf.
All that would matter would be The Gospel.

Next morning I determined to act like the saints.
With five minutes I was back to the usual complaints.

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I heard and believed
I waited and then doubted
Cycle continues

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See Malachi 3:1-4.