God raised him.
On the third day.
We worship him.
He is our new day.

John saw and he believed.
We now have to accept.
And be received.
Faith must have leapt.

It’s when I heard that he appeared to five hundred people.
That I believed.
So many people.
Too many to have been deceived.

We have the word in view.
We must assume it is true.

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John saw and believed
We now just the scriptures
But we too believe

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See Acts 10

His appearance was like lightning.
His clothing white as snow.
The Gloria sings out , with the church lightening.
Easter is here , farewell to being Lent low.

How I love the Easter vigil.
The early Old Testament readings.
Lit just by candlelight, all is expectant, still.
Then the glorious New Testament readings.

We walk with the women to the tomb.
The stone is rolled back , angels appearing.
Here at last resurrection, there is nothing to lack.
Truth, hope, redemption appearing.

Now at last after two hours communion, we receive.
And with joyful heart we truly believe .

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The Easter Vigil
Bonfire , darkness and candles
Then Gloria light

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See Matthew 28 : 1-10

Behold my servant shall act wisely.
And he shall be exalted.
Will we always act spiritually.
Or will we be tempted.

I dreamt that I would not speak ill of anyone.
Easy enough to agree, more difficult to do.
We feel these good intentions are done.
But they are not for the many but the few.

But my dream was continuing.
And how good I felt.
I woke up and started complaining.
This is how my dreams are dealt.

I try to do the right thing.
Then reason and events ring.

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Speak ill of no one
This is what we’re told to do
It’s so difficult

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See Isaiah 52: 14-53

If I then your lord can wash your feet.
You also ought.
To wash one another’s feet.
But have we ourselves this task sought.

We are so proud.
So self centred.
In our praise loud.
But still self centred.

Do we metaphorically.
Kneel down in front of others.
Humbly.
To abase ourselves before others.

No of course we do not.
But perhaps we should ask, why not.

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Do we kneel down
To wash the feet of others
Well perhaps we should

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See John 13: 1-15

In your great mercy , O God.
Answer me at an acceptable time.
It is for you that I suffer taunts, O God.
That shame has covered my face in our time.

I dreamt that all that mattered.
Was love.
Nothing else really mattered.
But consuming love.

Love for all people.
Love for one’s life partner.
That really is for all the very different people.
And whatever fate befalls one or one’s partner.

All that really counts is love.
And we know what is love.

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Love is really kind.
Love is just not resentful
It counts not the cost

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See Psalm 69

Truly, truly, I say to you, the cock will not crow.
Till you have denied me three times.
O , when I hear this I feel so low.
I think how cowardly, we turn from dreadful crimes.

Yes we are so weak.
Like Peter we hide and run.
We prefer not to seek.
To turn our back on the radiant sun.

But worse we run from belief.
We doubt, we question.
In being non committal we find relief.
Courage we would rather not mention.

But like Peter we will come back.
So really, courage, we do not lack.

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Like Peter we run
For now we lack some courage
But we will gain it

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See John 13 : 33-38

Behold my servant, whom I uphold.
My chosen in whom my  soul delights.
We now in wonder behold.
Walking towards new spiritual lights.

As we watch Mel Gibson’s film.
The passion of Christ.
We see extraordinary power in this film.
Every scene brings home the suffering of Christ.

How could he endure such torture.
When had a choice.
He could have saved himself and lost our future.
But sweating blood in the garden he made that choice.

It is unbearable to watch the humiliation and scourging.
But worse to watch the cruel crucifying.

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The Christ had a choice
For he could have saved himself
And he would have lost

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See Isaiah 42: 1-7

Most of the crowd spread their cloaks on the road.
And others cut branches from the trees.
And spread them on the road.
In praise, they paid their spiritual fees.

How often do we hail a saviour.
We are so deeply moved.
We seem done with spiritual labour.
All doubt seems removed.

Then all too soon we forget.
Those we praised we now curse.
We will not forgive and let.
We only look to the worse.

We vilify.
And some chose long ago to crucify.

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We praise the saviour
We spread all  our cloaks before him.
And then we forget

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See Matthew 21: 1-11

It is better that one man should die for the people.
Not that the whole nation should perish.
We are that people.
And we know now we will not perish.

Jesus no longer walked openly
But went from there to the wilderness.
But after him we can walk openly.
Forever now,  we have left the wilderness.

They were looking for Jesus.
What do you think, that he will not come to the feast
And he looks for us.
Even if we are the least.

So now in hope we now can walk openly.
Calmly and serenely.

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He died for people.
So that we might start living
We owe everything

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See John 11: 45-56

I love you Lord my strength.
O Lord , my rock, my saviour, my fortress.
I will go to any length.
Here with you , there is no distress.

So I mulled over my confession again.
Had I been truly honest.
Had I opened up  about my selfish stain.
Will I ever find rest.

I cannot do it alone.
I am bereft.
How to atone.
What is left.

To have faith and hope.
And then perhaps we can cope.

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Do we have the strength
No , we can’t do it alone
Only with his help

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See Psalm 18

Jesus said , before Abraham was,
I am.
We are for a short time, Jesus is, the prophet was.
We can only say for this one short moment , I am.

I was in confession.
Admitting my struggle with belief.
Unwilling to heed the obvious lesson.
To be certain, what a relief.

These words , before all, I am.
Always tingles my spine.
As if I really knew who I am.
But it takes me over the spiritual line.

Into a new country.
Another more spiritual country.

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Be kind to others
The most important command
We have to keep it

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See John 8: 5-59

And Mary said, behold I am the servant of the Lord.
Let it be to me according to your word.
What do we say to the Lord.
Do we obey his word.

What if Mary had said No.
She had free will.
We have a right to say No.
We have free will

The incarceration would never have happened.
The world not saved.
We perhaps not happened.
And certainly not saved.

But she did say yes.
And we can say yes.

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So Mary said yes
She could have said of course No
And what do we say

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See Luke 1: 26-38

As he was saying these things.
Many believed in him.
I grapple with all these things.
Have I truly believed in him.

I deamt that at last I understood and believed.
I have wondered how Christ could create such a vast universe.
But I saw him as three in one, the Trinity, its manifestation unlimited.
In my dream all fell into place, in compelling verse.

I felt such joy.
There could be no doubt.
Purest alloy.
Uneasiness put to rout.

If I keep praying.
I know I will go on living.

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Many believed him
Do we believe in him too
The first question

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See John 8: 21-30

Jesus said, neither do I condemn you.
Go, and from now on, sin no more.
This is meant for us too.
But we do sin , more and more.

We scoff at the accused.
When confronted.
We beg to be excused.
I doubt if we will be much lamented.

We slink away.
And the accused is left alone.
Touched by mercy’s ray.
And ready to atone.

But we too will be forgiven.
And shriven.

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We are not condemned
Whatever you, we have done
Ask to sin no more

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See John 8:1-11

He cried in aloud voice, Lazarus.
Come out .
This call is for us.
We will die, we will be called out.

We fear death.
We know it’s coming.
The end of any breath.
No more hope , only the ending.

But we have Lazarus.
Can we doubt.
He will come for us.
Putting death to rout.

We will be called.
And redeemed.

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Lazarus was called
And we also will be called
All in our own time

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See John 11: 1-45

Does our law judge a man without first giving him a hearing.
And learning what he does.
Perhaps we could do with a bit more understanding.
Before we judge what anyone does.

I dreamt I was failing.
We all think we are a failure.
Just stalling and stagnating.
Wondering what is our allure.

But Jesus on the cross was failing.
But he lived again
Dying was rising.
And he will come again.

Do not cast too many a tear.
It‘s alright, have no fear.

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Do we judge a man
For should we not first listen
And do we do so

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See John 7: 40-52

The Lord is close to the broken hearted.
Those whose spirit is crushed he will save.
No matter if we are just half hearted.
Our belief in him is our salve.

We can turn again and again to psalm thirty four.
It tells us we are not alone.
It warms us to our very core.
We only need to atone.

So many are the trials of the just one.
But from all the Lord will rescue him.
We just need to have faith in the one.
And realise our fate depends on him.

We will ,with luck, thrive.
But our soul, certainly will survive.

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We’re broken hearted
But if our spirit is crushed
Truly he’ll save us

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See Psalm 34

Jesus answered , my father is working.
And I am working.
At mass I was listening.
Pondering.

Strange how suddenly at mass.
Everything seems true.
What is it , is it the mass.
Why do you know in an instant that it’s all true.

I think it is because we are at mass
We hear the liturgy in context.
There is power in the mass.
It is not just some dry text.

Listening.
Is believing.

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At mass we listen
We ponder and we believe
Because we are there

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See John 5: 17-30

The harvest is plentiful.
But the labourers are few.
Our hearts must be full.
Taking our place in the spiritual queue.

The mass today was in Latin.
The priest facing away.
How beautiful it is see the raised paten.
All troubles seemed far away.

The priest seems to lead one.
As you see him whole raising the host.
The immortal prize is about to be won.
Here one can never be lost.

Two thousand years of history.
And of carefully constructed liturgy.

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Priest faces away
He intones the Latin mass
Here is the spirit

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See Luke 12: 1-12 and 17-20

Jesus said, unless you see signs and wonders.
You will not believe.
I realise we too wait for wonders.
And still we do not believe.

We are never satisfied.
Always questioning.
Thinking someone has lied.
Always inquiring.

But we ‘ve been given so many signs.
So much is written down.
Just accept the given signs
No need to question and frown.

Truth is already here.
Have no fear.

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We look for wonders
We wait always for some signs
They’re here already

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See John 4: 43-54

We know that this was our son.
And he was born blind.
If we look towards the Lord’s son.
We need never be blind.

I dreamt I met my mother.
In our old home.
It was as if she was here, loosed from death’s tether.
She had come home.

She was so real.
Was this a trick of the brain.
Or had she returned to cement love’s seal.
Only in dreams can we meet in our mind’s lane.

Do the dead return.
One day will it be our turn.

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Do the dead return
Yes,  in our own dreams they can
That is what we see

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See John 9: 1-41

For everyone who exalts  himself.
Will be humbled.
But the one who humbles himself.
Will be exalted.

Are we like the Pharisee.
Or the tax collector.
Can we truly see.
Are we actually the sinner.

Do we say,  I am not like other men.
Or do we say God be merciful to me the sinner.
The truth is, we are like other men.
Just as much a sinner.

Do we look around and see the worst.
Or try to see the best.

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As we look around
We see the best in others
That’s what we should do

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See Luke 18: 9-14

You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart.
And all your soul.
With all your mind for a start.
And with all the strength of your soul.

You shall love your neighbour.
As yourself.
Who we ask is my neighbour.
I think we know the answer, it’s not myself.

Two so simple commandments.
You think so easy.
But we are full of resentments.
So really sometimes uneasy.

But if the commandments stay there.
They come with love, have no fear.

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Two good commandments
So simple and yet so clear
Do we follow them

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See Mark 12: 28-34

They did not obey or bend  their ear.
But walked in their own counsel.
Perhaps  they had so little fear.
But who can really tell.

We are the same.
We rise and fall.
But our soul is not the same.
It will never die , fail or fall.

We worship this life.
This mortal body.
There is eternal life.
But not in this body.

So nothing here matters.
As our ashes scatters.

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Do we bend our ear
Or walk in our own counsels
Or obey our soul

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See Jeremiah 7: 23-28