Jesus appeared first to Mary Magdalen.
After this he showed himself to two who were on their way.
As the Lord risen.
All their doubts to lay.

These went back to tell the others.
Who did not believe them either.
They were still held by life’s doubting tethers.
And us , have we cut this tether.

Last he showed himself to the eleven.
While they were at table.
And at last they found a way to heaven.
Everything they could now enable.

They went out to the whole world exclaiming.
The good news to all creation, proclaiming.

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Proclaim the good news
Now to all creation
Is that not our task

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See Mark 16 : 9-15

They went out and got onto the boat.
But caught nothing that night.
And we despite all our worries somehow keep afloat
Steering to what we hope is not night but light.

The disciples were in trauma , so went fishing.
They wanted to do something familiar.
Yet they caught nothing.
But nothing ever again would be similar.

They saw Jesus standing on the shore.
They did what he told them to do.
They caught more fish than ever before.
All was made anew.

They would never be the same again.
To all our  imperishable gain.

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They took the boat out
Yet still caught nothing that night
Then they saw Jesus

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See John 21 : 1-14

In a state of alarm and fright.
They thought they were seeing a ghost.
Sometimes doubt and fear obscure the light.
Or we cannot really comprehend the holy host.

Like them I wonder is this a God presence.
Or a figment of my imagination.
Is this a lie or profound sense.
Is it mere wish fulfilment , temptation.

But he showed them the wounds on his feet.
He ate fish in front of their eyes.
He could talk and he could meet.
How could this be mere lies.

And these frightened men found great  vigour.
And started to pull an earth shattering spiritual  trigger.

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Did they see a ghost
Or did they really see God
A matter of faith

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See Luke 24 : 35-48

Jesus came up and walked by their side.
But something prevented them from recognising him.
Are we blinded by our pride.
Succumbing to every whim.

What if he walked  alongside us.
Would we recognise him.
We might just think this stranger had missed the bus.
He would be just another anonym.

He took the bread and said the blessing.
And their eyes were opened.
At communion do we believe and stop guessing.
Is all doubt truly ended.

Are our hearts like theirs  at his words burning.
Are we truly listening.

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Jesus walks near us
Are we paying attention
Or just walking on

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See Luke 24 : 13-35

Filled with awe and great joy.
The women came away from the tomb and ran to tell the disciples.
These words at mass always give great joy.
Somehow imagining the scene we become disciples.

And there coming to meet them was Jesus.
Greetings, he said, do not be afraid.
And in mass we too feel we can meet Jesus.
For a moment only we are no longer afraid.

I sat for a long time thinking on these words.
Letting them wash over me.
Thoughts rose joyfully like birds.
There was no horizon however far that I could not see.

Later I looked at a Turner’s seascape.
Here at last the mind can escape.

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Greetings he tells us
He says do not be afraid
And now nor should we

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See Matthew 28 : 8-15

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.
Now the earth was a formless void , God’s sprit hovered.
There was no substance only dearth.
Soon all was to be transformed.

The beacon was lit.
We stood outside for the Easter vigil.
And soon the Paschal candle would be lit.
All was hope and expectation for our vigil.

The readings are over.
The Gloria is sung.
Hope is undiminished.
The bells are rung.

A resurrection.
And end to suspension

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At the beginning
There was only God and void
And then he acted

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See Genesis 1:1-2

He had always loved those who were his.
But now he showed how perfect his love was.
We wonder what the truth is.
What is the first cause.

The mass today seemed fairly ordinary.
Then at the end we went to the altar of repose.
Suddenly I seemed to see a new glory.
Here was poetry , no longer prose.

The chapel was very small.
I was kneeling right next to the priest.
Here in silence at last we can feel the call.
Like  rich and  rising yeast.

We all left the church silently.
Pondering , thinking  reverently.

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His love was perfect
Showed to all his disciples
And also to us

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See John 13 : 1-15

So that I may know how to speak to the wearied.
He provides me with speech.
Sometimes with all this I am wearied.
Inspiration seems out of reach.

This happens so many times.
In so many endeavours.
We lose track of our lines.
They seem endless, the hours.

Then I read these lines from Isaiah’s poetry.
We are all in different ways given a chance to speak.
In different spheres we find to fulfilment some entry.
We just have to commit to seek

We all have a choice.
And a voice.

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Speak to the wearied
And let us find our own voice
That’s the only way

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See Isaiah 50 : 4-9

He does not break the crushed reed.
Nor quench the wavering flame.
Of faith he is the new seed.
Now and for ever the true same.

I was at a funeral of a friend.
The great cathedral was full.
Magnificent music to rend.
Glorious psalm and anthem full.

But it was his kindness.
His love of his county.
That quenched all unkindness.
And will be his lasting bonus bounty.

His coffin left to nunc dimittis.
This true gentleman we shall indeed miss.

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Now let your servant
Depart we all hope in peace
As he left the nave

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See Isaiah 42 : 1-7

Here is this man working all the signs.
And what action are we taking.
Our world boxed in by our own rigid lines.
Are we just passing through or really seeking.

I was looking intently at the candle.
A joyful heaviness came down.
Into eternity I seemed to have a handle.
A spiritual seed for a minute was sown.

These moments when time stops pass.
Leaving a memory of what might be.
We are merely cut grass.
In this world we cannot truly hear or see.

But a memory of contentment remains
Like gentle soothing summer rains.

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He works all the signs
What action are we taking
We must ask ourself

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See John 11 : 45- 56

The Lord is at my side, a mighty hero.
My opponents will stumble , mastered.
For all our faults we never will be zero.
Never entirely deceived or conquered.

We may not agree with all of all religions.
But we should love them all .
Scattered as they are to all regions.
Fearful , persecuted , or walking tall.

They all follow the golden rule.
Do to others as to yourself.
That teaching precious as a jewel.
No longer the centre , oneself.

We all of us have value.
Let’s not others devalue.

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Love all religions
They all have the golden rule
Is that not enough

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See Jeremiah 20 : 10-13

Now my soul is troubled.
What shall I say: Father save me from this hour.
Nothing is ever settled.
Our life is as transient as the most delicate flower.

Sometimes we think we are separated from ourself.
That our soul is looking at our body.
But what we ask is the true self.
How do we keep ourselves steady and ready.

But not being just our body.
Can give us a profound sense of peace.
Here is nothing transient , disjointed , shoddy.
The body is nothing but the soul will not cease.

If only we could become detached.
Or at least just a little more  semi detached .

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My soul is troubled
Connected to the body
It will soon be free

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See John 13 : 20-23

I have come in the name of my father.
And you refuse to accept me.
Into the unknown, we always want to see further.
Far further than what we will ever be able to see.

We want proof of divinity.
But can we not be content with his good works.
He first demanded sincerity.
But doubt always lurks.

During the night.
I found peace in his good deeds.
In that alone, there was enough light.
And hopeful seeds.

We don’t need to demand much.
Just accept him as such.

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He comes from father
Do we accept him as such
Well maybe sometimes

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See John 5 : 31-47

He spoke of God as his own father.
And so made himself God’s equal.
And so he took our faith one step further.
Here would be our altogether unheard of sequel.

The son can do nothing by himself.
He can only do what he sees the father doing.
And he did nothing for himself.
Only thinking of countering evil doing.

But it is a great step forward in belief.
To recognise a faith healer as God.
I have always struggled with this belief.
What is , where is , is there a God.

His persecutors were not alone.
But for us and them he came to atone.

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Was God his father
He said yes he was father
Do we believe that

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See John 5 : 17-30